I don't know why do I feel guitly on such little things...Probably because I don't consider them little things.
In my nine months of stay in US, I never felt as much guilty as I felt yesterday. Me and my friends planned to go to downtown at the 'gateway'...a famous place with a lot of fun stuff to do. My friend's mom dropped us to the station to take 'Trax'...Generally trax take almost half an hour to reach downtown "Salt Lake City"...we reached downtown...did shopping...walked around..saw the water show..It was simply awesome. It was fun when people were trying to escape from water but all was in vain and the water splashed all over them :P
The trip to downtown was no less than heck fun but when we were coming back, we took the trax again. I was getting off from the trax at the station where my friend's mom dropped us. I was at the end of the line. Everyone was getting off from the trax without noticing that there is an old lady with quarterstaff, standing and waiting for people to let her get on the trax...all the people went off the trax but me...I was getting off and I got off the trax without looking for that old lady. I didn't even say sorry and got of the trax as I didn't even see her.
As I was walking with my friends, suddenly the whole scene came in my mind...the old lady holding a quarterstaff....waiting for everybody....ahhh *guiltiness*
I cursed myself..."WHY DID YOU DO THAT?".....I cried and cried and cried....That scene stucked in my head and I can't stop myself from thinking about the old lady....I am so sorry...hope she'll forgive me :(

Love!

I always wonder,

You always remember,

The talks we had,
The stories we shared,

The giggles we had,

The worries we spared,

You made me laugh,

You took my worries away,

I fell for you,

You fell for me,

Together; we made the bridge,

Of love,

But,
You denied what you said,

You don't feel for me anymore,

Love,

I am still the same,

Who loves to talk to you,

Who loves to listen to your voice,

Who waits for your call,

Who gives you thousands of missed calls,
Who misses you the most,

Who loves to be teased by you,

I am still the same!

Love me or leave me!

Best moment in Vegas :)

Okay guys, so here is my video....This video was taken by one of my Tunisian exchange friend when they kept my wallet while I was thinking that I lost it...Rosa finally told me that they have it and I better watch out next time.....I am so careless in money matters!!! I hope you like it and I would love to have comments from you especially on this one ;)

DISABLED BY THE AUTHOR!!!

Las Vegas, Nevada (My First Trip outside Utah)

I had heard a lot about Las Vegas before especially about gambling, prostitution, drinking and night life....I really wanted to see it. So I got a chance to go to see Vegas with all the exchange students. Travelling for 6 hours made me tired but still I was excited to see each and every scene of Vegas!!! We finally reached Nevada.

The hotel was okay...looked great from outside but was just fine from inside...anyway we waited for reservations in the room for like an hour....that was tiring because I couldn't wait to see Vegas.
As soon as we got our rooms, we unpacked our luggage and got ready to experienced Vegas ;)...!!!!

Here are some of the pictures:

A cool looking place!
Ballagio :)
Fashion show Mall!

We weren't allowed to take pictures in Casino but we did..LOL!!!

and yeah, we had to pass from Casino to go out from many places...casinos were all in the way!!

MnMs factory :)

Beautiful :)

We are in Paris...wohooo...lol!!

Ghada and Rosa played a trick on me....I droped my wallet somewhere on the street but fortunately Ghada see it and they kept it...I was going to cry but I managed and the best part is that they took the video of it.....I'll post the video in the next post :) Keep waiting :P

Hope you'll like the pictures :)

That person spoiled his/her reputation

Ahh...how cheap!!!!
I have no words to describe how a single act of someone ruined their whole reputation...I never thought that YOU can do such a cheap thing...I trusted you so much...Oh my world, how can you do that to me? I valued you a lot...but you...ahhh...I can't say anything...I don't even want to face you ever in my life but unfortunately I would have to....sucks!

Quote of the Day !

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; it's what makes the ride worthwhile ;)

Relations !

I don't know why but after reading Dure-aziz amna's father's poem about her, I started missing my dad...I was not feeling this before but now I can't stop thinking about you abbu jee....that reminded me of one of my Abbu's saying..."Beta, tu to mera PUTTAR hai na"...and I proved it abbu jee...I have never imagined that I would be able to live this much far from you..The best moment I can ever think of, in my life, is when you said, "Muje meray betay pe fakhar hai"......I love you abbu jee and misses you a lot !

Never !

Life was not like this before,
I was never meant to be yours...

I can't even understand my own feelings !!!!

I don't know why but today I am loving to write, it feels like I should write everything I am feeling today...I am happy plus my eyes are filled with tears.....I talked to tehniyat and she was upset as well as mad at some people and I understand and favors her completely because I know that she is right....Right now I am waiting for my friend's call....please call soon...I really don't wanna cry....talking to tehniyat made me feel bad for her not only because she is right but also because she is way sweet :)....I am not praisin' anyone..NO butterring....I am writing what I am feeling....I feel like sitting under shower for hours...I need to live peacefully..I hate when I rushed through things....I really don't know what I am trying to say but I JUST KNOW THAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING.....its not usual that I cry...very rarely especially living in US made me able to face the difficulties, ignorance and attitudes !!!!