I don't know why do I feel guitly on such little things...Probably because I don't consider them little things.
In my nine months of stay in US, I never felt as much guilty as I felt yesterday. Me and my friends planned to go to downtown at the 'gateway'...a famous place with a lot of fun stuff to do. My friend's mom dropped us to the station to take 'Trax'...Generally trax take almost half an hour to reach downtown "Salt Lake City"...we reached downtown...did shopping...walked around..saw the water show..It was simply awesome. It was fun when people were trying to escape from water but all was in vain and the water splashed all over them :P
The trip to downtown was no less than heck fun but when we were coming back, we took the trax again. I was getting off from the trax at the station where my friend's mom dropped us. I was at the end of the line. Everyone was getting off from the trax without noticing that there is an old lady with quarterstaff, standing and waiting for people to let her get on the trax...all the people went off the trax but me...I was getting off and I got off the trax without looking for that old lady. I didn't even say sorry and got of the trax as I didn't even see her.
As I was walking with my friends, suddenly the whole scene came in my mind...the old lady holding a quarterstaff....waiting for everybody....ahhh *guiltiness*
I cursed myself..."WHY DID YOU DO THAT?".....I cried and cried and cried....That scene stucked in my head and I can't stop myself from thinking about the old lady....I am so sorry...hope she'll forgive me :(
In my nine months of stay in US, I never felt as much guilty as I felt yesterday. Me and my friends planned to go to downtown at the 'gateway'...a famous place with a lot of fun stuff to do. My friend's mom dropped us to the station to take 'Trax'...Generally trax take almost half an hour to reach downtown "Salt Lake City"...we reached downtown...did shopping...walked around..saw the water show..It was simply awesome. It was fun when people were trying to escape from water but all was in vain and the water splashed all over them :P
The trip to downtown was no less than heck fun but when we were coming back, we took the trax again. I was getting off from the trax at the station where my friend's mom dropped us. I was at the end of the line. Everyone was getting off from the trax without noticing that there is an old lady with quarterstaff, standing and waiting for people to let her get on the trax...all the people went off the trax but me...I was getting off and I got off the trax without looking for that old lady. I didn't even say sorry and got of the trax as I didn't even see her.
As I was walking with my friends, suddenly the whole scene came in my mind...the old lady holding a quarterstaff....waiting for everybody....ahhh *guiltiness*
I cursed myself..."WHY DID YOU DO THAT?".....I cried and cried and cried....That scene stucked in my head and I can't stop myself from thinking about the old lady....I am so sorry...hope she'll forgive me :(
13 comments:
Hmmm. If I were you I would have waited for her to get off first but maybe I am just saying it. Maybe the crowd and situation compelled you to do it.
Don't cry and learn from this mistake. I am sure you will get another chance to wash this guilt away :)
Yeah, I wish so!!!
Thanks for dropping by, Komal :)
hi hun......i can understand it ...and I think it's that you are really really sensetive to the things ...i really can imagine what happened to you and why are you crying ..but we all learn from our mistakes....It is always okai to make a mistake but the hard part is that you have to learn from it and try to never do it again...!!!
all my love
Yeah I hope so, Arrij :)
Thanks a lot for commenting and for always being there whenever I needed you :)
Awww.... sometimes things just happen... we unconsciously do wrong... SERIOUSLY!! OR maybe we just do it with giving it a serious thought...
Don't blame yourself for that (:
Your "crying over it" shows that you're a really good person (:
You need not be guilty.
@ Momal....Yeah I just didn't think about it...maybe that's why I did this!!!
Thank you much for your lovely comments :)
Cheers :)
You have a great depth of feelings and wisdom beyond your years. Don't ever lose that. Continue to challenge yourself to do better. I really enjoy having you in my class
Thanks a lot, Mr. Hardman :)...It felt so great to see you here..I enjoyed being in your class :)
I'll take your advice surely :)
Cheers :)
Aww!
Farah very less people reflect on themselves and I am glad to know that you're one of them.
Awww...thanks, Maham :)
You're welcome (:
:)
You didn't do it intentionally, and above all, you realized that you unknowingly did something wrong. So, its probably not your fault. That aunty might have felt bad but it wasn't exactly a mistake on your part...
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