I don't know why do I feel guitly on such little things...Probably because I don't consider them little things.
In my nine months of stay in US, I never felt as much guilty as I felt yesterday. Me and my friends planned to go to downtown at the 'gateway'...a famous place with a lot of fun stuff to do. My friend's mom dropped us to the station to take 'Trax'...Generally trax take almost half an hour to reach downtown "Salt Lake City"...we reached downtown...did shopping...walked around..saw the water show..It was simply awesome. It was fun when people were trying to escape from water but all was in vain and the water splashed all over them :P
The trip to downtown was no less than heck fun but when we were coming back, we took the trax again. I was getting off from the trax at the station where my friend's mom dropped us. I was at the end of the line. Everyone was getting off from the trax without noticing that there is an old lady with quarterstaff, standing and waiting for people to let her get on the trax...all the people went off the trax but me...I was getting off and I got off the trax without looking for that old lady. I didn't even say sorry and got of the trax as I didn't even see her.
As I was walking with my friends, suddenly the whole scene came in my mind...the old lady holding a quarterstaff....waiting for everybody....ahhh *guiltiness*
I cursed myself..."WHY DID YOU DO THAT?".....I cried and cried and cried....That scene stucked in my head and I can't stop myself from thinking about the old lady....I am so sorry...hope she'll forgive me :(

Love!

I always wonder,

You always remember,

The talks we had,
The stories we shared,

The giggles we had,

The worries we spared,

You made me laugh,

You took my worries away,

I fell for you,

You fell for me,

Together; we made the bridge,

Of love,

But,
You denied what you said,

You don't feel for me anymore,

Love,

I am still the same,

Who loves to talk to you,

Who loves to listen to your voice,

Who waits for your call,

Who gives you thousands of missed calls,
Who misses you the most,

Who loves to be teased by you,

I am still the same!

Love me or leave me!

Little girl, big tears!

I don't know why but this line of my mom touched me so bad...my host cousin was crying and my mom said, "Awww....little girl, big tears" and that broke me into tears suddenly....I don't know what was that...sometimes I can't even understand myself !